It's been a while since I blogged, I guess when you feel great about stuff why bother. This is a great way to express fears and anxiety. And I have that right now. Yesterday I went for my first bone scan and now I am waiting for the results. I was scared about my mammogram but you get your result right there. So you don't have to worry. Also another breast cancer I have a chance to fight that with great odds. Metastatic breast cancer is another thing altogether. So the bone scan and the chest xray are my most feared things. My heart is racing all I want to do is cry. I guess I could use all this nervous energy and go for a run. But what if the phone rings and they have my results.