One week out from chemo... that stuff is wicked and I am only on number one..still hurting for certain and nauseated this morning.. bring on the advil and zofran.

My mouth feels like...hmm I'm not sure how to begin. I'm sure words will come to me some other time. I will spend some time today looking for a mouth cure... I know the more I eat the more I taste. Hmm that sounds like a great thing for weight loss... I really don't care if I lose 20lbs or gain 50lbs during this. I will do everything just to get through chemo. I know I won't always want to eat buttered toast by the loaf and when the treatment is complete weight, food and my mouth will return to normal. I can do anything I choose but I know "my life" is not a choice it is a privilege.