What a friggin' day... all went well with pre medication but not well with the chemotherapy , after just a few minutes of the Taxotere I started to feel very hot, head pounding, difficulty breathing, nausea and Chest pain. HR 145, BP good, O2 stats good. The nurse and NP stopped the Taxotere and ran in some Solumedrol, ativan and benadryl. By the time EMS arrived I was feeling nearly normal. Thank god I had a good friend with me to help. Never go for chemo alone!

I asked the nurse how much I got of the Chemo..." no chemo" today I am so angry and mad. Dr Hu came over to check on me and said my chemo would be changed and I will now get it next week.

So enter the unknown again... I am a very organised person trying to get everything settled with who picks up my kids, trying to work a fair schedule and keep my house cleaned...exercise and eat well... i just get things sorted and the something comes up. I think I will have to learn I can not plan past tomorrow. That's the best I can do!