Along time ago I received my second treatment... or so it all seems. I am feeling nearly back to normal just some slight aches and pain. How quickly I can forget how horrible it all is. I know I will do the next two treatments but where I am going to get the physical and psychological strength from to accomplish this task is still not clear to me. I had started to take an antidepressant when I was diagnosed but it made me nauseated so I stopped taking it. I know I need to take it to help on the days when I am overwhelmed but the chemotherapy makes me feel so sick I just don't want double the nausea.

So 2 weeks until my next treatment and I am going to cram in everything I can possibly do until then. Hopefully after this I will appreciate feeling 'well' as much as I do now.