Really getting there... just the nausea continuing...OMG only one left. I just want this over so I can get on with looking after myself. Surviving chemo is really all I can do. I am expecting things to linger longer this time around which Dr Hu said it would be an accumulative effect. Chemo is supposed to kill cancer cells on each cycle so your own body can then take on the cancer cells left after chemo. I don't know if my cancer is being killed. I will only know that chemo worked if cancer doesn't show up on all of the tests I will have for the next five years. Really it doesn't seem like I have cancer... I'm not sure that's the healthiest way to be but I don't know what else to think. I am not in a state of terror and fear like I was.
I will be glad when the chemo is complete and hope I never have to visit that again... But one left then I will celebrate getting through the "chemo".